There are a lot more people on egriz who understand defenses. Some have been or are coaches. You clearly don't understand defenses. Yes, most posters know you are a fraud.
I read this in the Journal today, and it reminded me of people like you. A piece by Scott Atlas, who became a professor and chief of neuroradiology at Stanford, and eventually a senior fellow at the Hoover Institution. Are you good at taking selfies? You couldn't and wouldn't have made it anywhere in my generation. Too soft. Too weak. Too whiny. Hide behind a keyboard. There are a number like you on egriiz. The likes of posters like Soldier can see right through you. He's smart, honest and tough.
"My generation—the baby boomers—made a catastrophic mistake. We watched our parents sacrifice, we struggled to move up, and we vowed our children would have it easier. When that time came, we gave them trophies for showing up. We meant well. But in freeing them of the need to struggle, we deprived them of something essential. We raised a generation insulated from failure, from consequence, from the experience of working for something, failing and trying again.
The hallmark of today’s young generation is the selfie. A photo of yourself, taken and posted for the approval of others. That says everything. And when the world doesn’t deliver the validation young people have been told they deserve simply for existing, the explanation is always the same: The system is rigged, the deck is stacked, someone else has too much."
