Pickle, I gotta ask: in all sincerity and seriousness (truly not trying to be ann ass here), but why? Why do you do this? Why are you a total ass of a human on eGriz? I truly cannot imagine you are that way in real life (although if you are, there are mental professionals you must seek out).
So why here? What's in it for you, making other people think "Fuck, that dude has issues", until you get band and have to wait six more months to do it all over again? I just don't get it, and I suspect few others do either. So I'm hoping for an honest response, so maybe we can all make sense of you.